***~Imagination Of Miritojia’s World~***

   Something stupid and ridiculous dream and nightmare i ever have throughout this years. Like a drama. It is not a fairy tales. It is like the end of the world. No bright future.    
    I dreamed of being married to an old man under the arrangement of my family. Walau, really sucks. I m a stuborn person, i won’t do that kinda things. RIDICULOUS!!! However, everyone was like really happy with the arrangement. Am i in the korean drama or wat???!!! Hmmmmmmm…..Maybe i watched too much Ranma 1/2, inside lots of this situation and scene one. LOlz………My dream seems to continue until the day of the wedding day. However, luckily i waked up d. And i m sweating profusely. I still wonder, if the dream goes on, what will happen to me, so curious…………. Maybe got episode 2 gua, but i dun want d, cannot accept the fact wat. Lolz………..What really scared me is that the bridegroom asked me for the XXX things…………And he looked really like my dad……….LOlz….. @_@ My virginity…………..Lolz…………. I think too much d………..Speechless…………..Luckily it is just a stupid dream…… if it become real, sure i will commit suicide, life is so meaningless. Lolz……. Jk…..keke!
    Maybe last night i ate a lot, not really in a good mood. The lecturer have high expectation on us. Make me kinda stress on how to generate my design  idea.  Life is so tough, getting tougher……………. T_T Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Bad luck ( super sui sui sui zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz………………..)

    What happen………….what happen…………..OH MY GOD! Really sui(bad luck) lah.  I did not always get what i want………..always fail to do anything. Kinda hate this kinda life.  Today i go back Penang  by Transnasional bus. However, on the way, the bus driver say there got some problem with the tyres. After that, we have to wait for another bus at the middle of the highway. The weather at that times really hot. And i keep sweating profusely. And i have my labtop in my backpack. Kinda heavy. That situation is really like being in hell. T_T………!!!!!
    However, i feel happy because i can go home. Even if go home for a short period, i quite happy with it. After all, home is the most comfortable place of all in the whole world. And my mum home cook food is my pillar of strength. NO seasoning, no preservation stuff, healthy food, i like it. Always eat at outside really make me bored d. Hostel is just a place that i hanging around for temporary only.  The lecturer ask us to do assignment. Title is  "my history". I have to go back to  take my  photo album and pick some nice pic to present. Haha. Quite a nice memory when recalling what i did in the past time. MIss my old friend too. When i come back home, everyone is away d. Spread across the state, across the country, hard to meet up with each other. And some even scold me why i did not find them yam cha. Because i always at Penang. Stuck at Penang. Oh NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! My roomate always like to say that word. Haha.
    My course is getting kinda interesting. We have to go video shooting. Cool!We going to learn about how to create website. And got 2 strict and tou hong(emotional) lecturer. Quite scary they are. But tough……… Have to apply the shooting skill in my video production. I crack my head already to think of a creative idea. Hair almost become snowy already. I dun want to be an old lady ar. T_T The most unbelievable thing is that my coursemate birthday is coming one after another. Nearly broke already when mentioning about present. But never mind lah, that what friends for. Dun care about it anyway.
    Life have to go on and on. NO matter how it going to be, i will gambateh to reach the pinacle of my dream and target. Never give up. By the way, anyone can recommend me any latest interesting and hottest comics and anime, in order to fill up my boring time. At least i got some entertainment.
    Assignment i love(hate) u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U make me wild(crazy)!!!!!!!! @_@

    Miritoji is my japanese name, it is my style, my personality, my life……. ^^
    It is already the second semester for me in USM, Penang. Penang looks quite familiar for me because i always visit here since i was small. I like Penang but i don’t really like my hostel, like prison, like hell, i was like OH MY GOD………….sucks, man!!!  I miss my home, i like to go home every weekend, but i think i can’t make it at this moment.  Sunday got class,  OH NO!!!!! The problem that hamstring me from going home. Besides, the wireless at hostel so terrible……………….I cannot do my homework and online chatting with friend. Life become so boring. Because all the way long i like to spend my time mostly on online games, Maple Story, my favourite games ever. Now i cannot play already, kinda sad. Life so entertainment, haiz…………………
    Life is kinda busy, always assignment and assignment. Wish i really can have a good time to rest and let my hair down. However, my life really going upside down. Different routine, different environment, different new friends from all over the states………bla bla bla……….. I m busy all the times, but really relax during the exam week when everyone rushing for the war the next day during wee hour. As for me, i go home to shake leg, watch my tv, play my games and play with my dog. Haha.
    It is a rumble and tumble way to be a successful designer. I wish i have a big brain to store all the knowledge i preserve and generate idea for my assignment. Every hour and every second is kind of a pressure to me. Times is passing, and my brain is working, creativity start to come in, and i start to sit in front of my labtop and set my idea free. The next day i wake up, my eyes will be like panda. It is indeed an eye-sore. Sad. More or lest like the panda( Sautome Genma) in the anime Ranma 1/2. Because lately i m watching Ranma. So funny.
   However, this year i start to predict bad luck going to fall on me. First and foremost, i got denggi fever during the semester break. It is really like hell, stay in hospital for three days. And i start to have injection phobia now. Haiz……..But i got met a new friend in the same wad, a friendly auntie, she teach me a lot of thing, kinda fun, at least i m not alone. Got people to chat with me. Later, my labtop broke down. It is really a disaster. I cannot do my assignment, and i can’t manage to backup my file before it had been send to factory for repair progress. Really hope the bad luck will stop hagging out with me.
    Anyway, my birthday is coming. Really wish i will have good memory on this birthday. Guys, if no present also send me a testimonial to greet me ok? Haha, thanks, arigato gozatmasu. Got people promise to treat me to Bukit Merah, don’t fly me an aeroplane ar…….. HZ, Don’t act like u forget……… I knock your head. Haha. And u owe me birthdat present. Hehe.
    New year, hope everything fine for me. I just want a peaceful and pleasant life. @_@………………….. (&^^&)